Crossword puzzle clue "place you'll find in one of this puzzle's clues"

Place you'll find in one of this puzzle's clues

Feeling you get when all your friends are out having fun but you have to stay in and write clues for a crossword puzzle :'(

French goose, which you won't find in a vowelless puzzle (I only allowed this entry in the puzzle because Rex Parker used it once - true story)

You can find one in the four longest puzzle answers, even if you don't believe

Your role in this puzzle [the asterisked clues will help you crack the case]

"Find what you love. Love what you find." channel

There is an important one spelled out by the last characters of this puzzle's clues, starting from the top

You could spend your whole life trying to find him, only to realize he's been right in front of you, making your daily crossword puzzle, the whole time